Well Today I work up a little tired but as the day progressed, with my family here for support I began to fee quiet a bit better. I ACTUALLY got off of the couch! My little sis ter drove me to barn and noble to pick upsome bipolar work book as well a memoirs written by other with this isuue. At this point I feel like to can do anything, I already have a list of project. I would like to redo my sons room, Im thinking a space theam, my sister brought over some bunk beds that she weill be redecorating fo the girld room , she will be painting the beds gold and we will but Grey gold and black accents. I am looking for another job even though my doctor said my disorder is so sever I can sign up for unemployment ( something I am not ready to do.
Today my hhusband and daughter went to the park, not by my own ecision, I was exhausted. Did I want to be able to share that moment with my dsughter? of course, I just couldn't muster you the energy and my husband never understabds. a
Sometimes I have a terrible desire to leave, I want someone who is on my team and fighting thid moster by my side. I feel so asll of the time. Give its a moment md id will beon a rant. My miss my friends and family, I fee somisolated. I loved being able to come home and smekk the deliscous arom of the kids, mixed with some frest desert,=. I miss sitting arounf having that stabu=ilith and not feeling along. ai mad quite a lot of my oen mystakes, Wa t biolsr, I ly sounds sat Foe me it is bard enough being normail, II will never ne life
Today my hhusband and daughter went to the park, not by my own ecision, I was exhausted. Did I want to be able to share that moment with my dsughter? of course, I just couldn't muster you the energy and my husband never understabds. a
Sometimes I have a terrible desire to leave, I want someone who is on my team and fighting thid moster by my side. I feel so asll of the time. Give its a moment md id will beon a rant. My miss my friends and family, I fee somisolated. I loved being able to come home and smekk the deliscous arom of the kids, mixed with some frest desert,=. I miss sitting arounf having that stabu=ilith and not feeling along. ai mad quite a lot of my oen mystakes, Wa t biolsr, I ly sounds sat Foe me it is bard enough being normail, II will never ne life
