I am still tires today but I am feeling better. I finally see the light at the end of the tunnel. I slept a good amount of the day away and when I awoke my sister was here to keep me company. She has been amazing, she came picked up, cooked dinner and listened as I talked. Just the medicine I needed. My daughter has been a bit needed, I know it has a lot to do with the fact that I haven't been available to her as I have been. I can finally breath.
This depressive state was pretty bad, it didn't help that my husband continually became angry and frustrated with me. I know he carries a lot on his shoulders and when I'm depressed I can carry my own weight, I have a great deal of respect for him for being able to see me through. As for now my ex has my children for the next couple of days so that I may have my space. Thank you Eric!
On another note, I went into see my psychiatrist today and he spoke to both me and my husband ( I brought my husband along to hopefully help him better understand). I'm not sure it really set in with my husband, but I tried. My psychiatrist also put me on lithium, which I didn't want to go on due to the side effect of weight gain, I know, it sounds shallow. Either way, I am not on it and we will see how it goes.
Thanks for reading!
This depressive state was pretty bad, it didn't help that my husband continually became angry and frustrated with me. I know he carries a lot on his shoulders and when I'm depressed I can carry my own weight, I have a great deal of respect for him for being able to see me through. As for now my ex has my children for the next couple of days so that I may have my space. Thank you Eric!
On another note, I went into see my psychiatrist today and he spoke to both me and my husband ( I brought my husband along to hopefully help him better understand). I'm not sure it really set in with my husband, but I tried. My psychiatrist also put me on lithium, which I didn't want to go on due to the side effect of weight gain, I know, it sounds shallow. Either way, I am not on it and we will see how it goes.
Thanks for reading!
